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Nina and The Fool / 6 / He was going to marry her

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They all ran into Ludwig’s room. The room was on fire and so was Ludwig. Richard immediately smothered him in blankets.

Ludwig was rushed to the hospital. They all cried.

Over thirty percent of his little body was burned.

Richard and Elizabeth blamed themselves. Nina blamed them as well, but mostly she blamed Elizabeth. It was her job to look after Ludwig.

The social worker who investigated the incident chalked it up to an unfortunate, and avoidable accident. But, given that Richard had just lost his wife, she thought there should be no action, since it was surely punishment enough for a single father to have a child injured as such. She didn’t even ask about Richard and Nina’s relationship, who she thought was an “au pair from Belgrade.”

Richard and Elizabeth visited poor Ludwig every day in the hospital. Nina refused to come, as she couldn’t bear to see the pain on little Ludwig’s face, for he was wrapped head to toe in bandages and looked like a little mummy. Elizabeth blamed this on Nina, and Nina, in turn blamed this on Elizabeth.

It was during this time that Elizabeth's attitude changed toward both Nina and her father. She swore at him and would lock herself in her room and listen to loud preteen pop, and then one night she had a colossal blowout and screamed and yelled that it was Richard’s fault for sleeping with this “little whore” (exact words) and killing her mother. Richard told her she was grounded for the rest of her life, and then Elizabeth said even worse things to him. Horrible, horrible things, he didn’t think children even knew and it upset him terribly.

When Ludwig’s doctor recommended that he be moved to a private burn clinic outside of Québec City, Nina thought that this would be a great opportunity to send Elizabeth to a boarding school in Québec City as well. After some thought, Richard sent in an application for Elizabeth to attend. She was accepted. It was fortunate, because a summer semester was starting and he could send her there for the first week of June for early learning. It would only cost him $17,000, per year, plus an additional $6,000 for the summer, but Richard and Nina thought that it was worth the money to get Elizabeth a good education.

At the end of the month he drove Elizabeth to Québec City. He lied to Elizabeth and said he was taking her to visit Ludwig, who was moved out the week before. It wasn’t a complete lie, but after they visited Ludwig at the clinic, he took Elizabeth to her new school instead of a hotel, like he promised. She cried and cried and cried, and he cried too, but he said that this was for the best, and besides it was only for a few years and he would visit whenever he could and she would make lots of new friends and speak French all the time, and he would see her during the holidays. She said she didn’t want to come back if Nina was there. He said, of course she would be there, he was going to marry her.

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Nina and The Fool / 7 / He paid for her head shots

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Then Elizabeth said something very upsetting to him.

She said Nina was only fifteen.

Impossible! He told her, no, in fact Nina was twenty-five, or at least twenty-one or twenty-two! “No dad” she said, “she isn’t.” Elizabeth said that she and Nina were watching America’s Next Top Model, and Nina bragged that she could easily become a supermodel one day, and it was most likely going to happen very soon because she was “the perfect age” to be discovered, and because she had the “perfect skin and body and small breasts” to become one and “all the men knew it.” Elizabeth recounted this to Richard and said she thought Nina was twenty-two, and then Nina scoffed back at her and said, “That’s what your dad thinks too! I’m only fifteen. Only.” Then Nina said that fifteen years of age was “the most perfect age to become a model,” or something like that. And Nina was only a hundred and ten pounds or whatever and of course she was going to grow taller, but her breasts would always remain the same size, so she said she read in Glamour.

Richard called Elizabeth a horrible little liar and said that it would be a good lesson for her to be in this school far away from home in a city without any friends that spoke English, because she had to “grow up someday.” He then left Elizabeth behind, and watched her bawl her head off but he didn’t have any sympathy for her at all because of what she had said to him. He stayed overnight at the hotel, had a good meal, and then he visited Ludwig in the morning, cried and prayed beside him, and then left for Montréal. Sometime during the trip home he thought, what if what Elizabeth said was actually true? It was a long drive home, but with little incident.

When he arrived home, two young men were spread out on the couch, with Nina between them, watching soccer in high definition. Both were tall, lean, with abnormally pale skin, and wore matching military buzz-cuts. One had slight acne. They had body odor, and wore Adidas track pants. They had rings and gold chains and both had tattoos. The other had a big scar down the side of his face. Nina shot up and ran toward Richard, gave him a big hug wearing short shorts and a tank top, and then introduced the two men as her cousin Serge (twice removed) and Alex his friend (Nina told Richard not to even try to pronounce their real names). Nina had given them Beth and Ludwig’s rooms, and she said they were only here for a short time. She explained that they had just been in the military for the last couple years, and now were doing “private security” and had an “import, export” business on the side, but right now they were just “chilling,” as they were traveling to California. They made a vague gesture of saying hello to Richard. One of them (Alex) said something about the house being really “interesting” and Serge and Nina laughed. In the next sentence he said how he hated the furniture as it was very uncomfortable and in this horrible heat, he was sticking to all the leather, plus, the central air was broken. Nina said that this was true, and that Richard should buy fans. Neither spoke English well and Serge called him “Dick” instead of Richard. Nina seemed to find that amusing. Serge then shouted at the television prompting a large outburst when a goal was missed. Nina did a slight dance, she seemed excessively hyper, animated and talked fast and said Nana had cooked some cabbage soup and cabbage rolls, and then she stepped over the couch, and sat between them. Serge put his arm around her, and it was only a short time before his hand was brushing her thigh. Nina playfully slapped it away. Nina seemed to laugh and cavort with them. For the first time Richard noticed that there were piles of fashion magazines scattered everywhere around his modernist house. He said something about the furniture being Mies Van der Rohe. Alex said, it was uncomfortable, whatever it was. Richard then went upstairs to his office. He passed Nana sitting on the bed staring at the wall. In his office, he too stared at the wall. Apparently a goal had been scored down below.

Nina woke him up at his desk around eleven. She was dressed to the nines in a red one-piece dress, zipper in front, with matching shoes that wrapped around her ankles. She held a white clutch purse. She was more garish than model. Her hair was tightly pulled back into a topknot and she had on too much make-up. She then announced that she and the boys were going to a club. She told Richard he should come and dance with her. She asked several times, before Richard said that he was just going to go to bed. He had to work in the morning. Nina then said, “That’s okay, you’d probably be too old to get in,” and then said something that she only asked him to be polite, and she knew this was going to be a problem. He said, she was too young to drink. She then swore at him. He grabbed her arm. She pulled away, and he kept repeating, “Nina, Nina. I love you. I love you. I’m sorry, I’m sorry.”  She said, “You always do this!” then pushed him away and stormed out.

Richard was awoken around 4 am. It was pouring and the roof was leaking and a steady drip of water was hitting the floor in the bedroom. He shot up, ran around in circles looking for something to put under the leak. He opened all the drawers looking for something. He opened Nina’s underwear drawer, and in it he saw Nina’s passport. He stopped. He tried picking it up, but couldn’t, then closed the drawer. He settled on emptying a glass jar than Nina kept cotton balls in.

At a quarter to six in the morning, Nina came in. It had stopped raining. Her hair was wet, and she looked like a drowned rat, her make-up running. She found pots and every sort of container spread out around the house, water in each of them. Richard was asleep, curled up on a Barcelona Chair. Nana was cleaning the kitchen, and when she heard Nina, she came out and began yelling and gesticulating at her, all in whatever language Nana spoke. Nina yelled back at her. Richard was now awake. Nana then began yelling at Richard, and Nina and Nana had a heated argument, then Nina ran upstairs. Nana gave Richard the evil eye and cursed at him in Hungarian, or possibly even German, and went back into the kitchen.

On the Nelson Bench, he noticed Nina’s purse. Richard heard Nana still yammering on off in the other room. This time he opened her purse. He started taking out her cards and found exactly what he was looking for. Her ID. It was Québec license. She only looked thirteen in the picture, but her age was twenty-two. He knew Elizabeth was a little liar!

Upstairs Nina was undressing. All of her glass jars for holding make-up supplies were now filled with water. She was so mad. When she saw Richard she dismissed him with a violent gesture. Shethen stopped, and in the middle of the room, she began to cry. Richard closed in on her and put his arms around her. She cried into his chest and said something about her “stupid” cousin leaving her downtown while he and the other “stupid douchebag” went off with “stupid ugly old sluts.” She said she was mad at Richard for wrecking her make-up containers and he said he would have to buy her all new stuff, all new clothes, whatever she wanted, as long as she never left him again, besides it was all the “contractor’s fault.” She said that she was going to quit her job at the flower shop and she needed to get head shots and an agent so she could “contribute.” He said he thought that was a good idea, considering how beautiful she was, and besides the flower shop was not a career. She said she was getting fat. “Nonsense!” he said. You’re absolutely perfect.” Nina said, “She had always thought so, too,” and that she was destined to be the “Next Top Model.” He agreed, and said, even though she was only twenty-two, she could easily become one. She was quiet, then she kissed him. He mentioned that she tasted of vodka coolers.

Richard called in sick all week. He bought Nina a whole new wardrobe and all the make-up and glass jars she wanted. He paid for her head-shots so Nina could get an agent for modeling.

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Nina and The Fool / 8 / A "sonovabitch"

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At Nina’s first audition, she ran into Chad doing modeling as well. Nina was rejected because she couldn’t walk properly in heels (and they thought she was a little heavy in the midsection).

Richard started to fill the pool and by Friday it was ready. Nina lounged around the pool all day tanning in her bikini, reading magazines and eating ice-cream. Richard said she should practice walking in heals, and Nina thought that was a great idea, but said she would maybe try walking around the pool later. Richard wouldn’t get near the pool once it was filled. He liked the way the pool looked, but he couldn’t swim. Serge and Alex returned after a week absence. They were friendly to Richard, but really, they just wanted to watch a soccer game in HD. When they found out Richard had filled the pool, they came out and visited with Nina. Nina got Alex to rub lotion on her body.

Richard watched from inside the house. He pretended to read the newspaper. Serge stripped down to his underwear and climbed in the pool. The water was cold and he made a big deal about it. Nina laughed at him. The pool wasn’t heated yet, and Nina told him she wasn’t going to go until it was warm enough, as any “sensible person would.” Once Serge was in the pool, Alex decided that he should go in. He stripped as well, and dived in. He said it was no big deal. Nina enjoyed watching Serge and Alex swim around in the pool. They wrestled each other and splash around and it amused her. They both had good bodies. Nina called them homosexuals, commenting on their tight boxer briefs and the way they touched each other. They chased her around the pool and threw her in. She screamed and they took turns dunking her head under water until she flailed about and told them to “eff off.” She pushed Serge and he laughed at her. He smacked her stomach where a noticeable “bump” was. “You eating too much ice cream, make you fat.” Nina climbed out of the pool in lousy mood. She stomped passed Richard, a towel around her and said that he should have protected her. He said he didn’t like being near water. “Figures,” she said. She headed upstairs.

Serge and Alex dried off, and Richard went back to his book. Alex started to talk in Russian to Serge. Serge looked at Alex stunned, and then rapidly spoke back to him. They walked towards Richard.

“You Dick! Yes, you,” said Serge.

“Richard,” pointed out Richard.

“Alex said you got Nina pregnant? Dick. Is this truth? You get her pregnant, Dick, did you?”

“Now, hold on just a minute you barbarian! How dare you suggest that I somehow...” started Richard before Serge cut him off buy pressing a finger into his chest.

“You know what you did, didn’t you? You nasty? You nasty, nasty. Alex said he make many a girl have baby, and Nina look like she have baby to him. Right Alex?” Alex said right as he cornered Richard. Serge spoke very close to him.

“She’s just a girl, Dick.” Serge shook his head. “If she have baby, somebody going to notice her baby. Somebody going to say, where Nina get her baby from? Somebody going to say, hey, Dick gave her a baby.”

“I didn’t get her pregnant,” blubbered Richard “And if I did, if I did, it would be none of your damn business! I’m going to marry Nina! She’s going to be my wife!”

“You going to marry Nina?” said Serge disgusted. He slapped Richard across the face.

Richard teared up. “I love her...” Alex held Richard and Serge punched him hard in the stomach, dropping him to the floor. “You so nasty!” He spat on Richard.

Nina stood in the hall, arms crossed. She didn’t say anything. Richard stood up. “Get out of my house,” he said to them. The boys dried off, grabbed their things and left. Serge said something pointed to Nina in Czech, or Bulgarian, Richard could never understand any of it. Then they left. Nina took a pregnancy test that afternoon. It was positive. Richard didn’t know what to say to her and she locked herself in her room and cried. Nana came out of her room and called him a “sonovabitch.”

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Nina and The Fool / 9 / There was a funeral

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That night Serge and Alex returned with threats and a pregnancy test. They gathered from Nina’s appearance, that their guess was right. They wanted money, whatever Richard had or they were going to call the police on him. He said go ahead. Serge asked him if he really knew how old Nina was. Richard said, “twenty-two.” They laughed at him. “Tell how old you are Nina.” Nina told them to shut up and they should just leave. “Tell him,” said Serge. She couldn’t look at Richard. “Go get her passport,” Serge told Alex. He grabbed Nina by the arm, and Nina relented. She brought it out and gave it Richard. He opened it. Richard had to do the math in his head. All the blood drained out of Richard’s face. He looked at Nina for an answer. “I’m almost sixteen. July 2,” she said. “It’s true.”

He started to breath heavy and they had to give him a glass of water to calm down. She was worried that he might have a heart attack and die right there in the middle of the foyer. Nina started to cry and said how sorry she was.

Nana (who was present at this matter) suggested to Nina that Richard go to church and confess his sins. Nina translated this to him, and Alex said that he was going to hell, and if he wasn’t going to pay them, they would call the police and Richard would go to jail. She translated this as well.

Richard said, “It doesn’t matter. I love her anyway.” Serge called him “stupid. Nasty stupid.”

Serge came up with a solution which Nina translated, and a few bastardized English words slipped in here and there. Richard would pay them $50,000. $25,000 each immediately. As penance, Richard would attend Church every Sunday and pray for forgiveness, which he was told would never ever happen in this lifetime. It was either this, or they would go to the police, and he would end up being a sex offender, and if that were to happen he’d lose everything and should probably just commit suicide, unless he wanted to serve time in prison in isolation lest he be beaten to death by the inmates who would surely hate him. It would also destroy Nina’s life completely and since Richard had so wronged her, he would have to make it up to her each and every day of his short and pathetic life. He would never tell anyone that Nina was so young, and if anyone asked, he was to tell them that she’s a nineteen year old au pair from Belgrade. When she was legally old enough, he would properly marry her before God. Richard would have to then pay them another $50,000 and then each year after that, pay an additional $10,000 until her child is eighteen. This would buy their silence. Richard would have to see that Nina is well provided for, and would work only as a fashion model (this Nina put in herself), but would also pay for her education and her clothes. The other option was that Alex kill him slowly, by knife, flaying his body and feeding him his own genitals. Alex showed him the knife he would use for effect. Richard agreed to this, but only if Nina did. She did (thankfully). He said he would pay them, but told them he couldn’t get money out until Monday when the bank opened. He would give it to them after work. Then they told him to shut up and go to his room. Serge and Alex watched soccer (football) and women’s tennis all weekend. Not once did they see Richard. Nina slept in her grandmother’s room all weekend.

Before work on Monday Richard went to the bank. It took a full hour to arrange to have that much money taken from his account. He sat all day at work with the briefcase beside him. His secretary, Lisa thought he looked very sad.

He gave the money to Serge and Alex, and they gave Nina a few thousand to spend (it was only right). He thought they would leave but Serge told him that they would leave once the World Cup was over. He asked when that would happen. Nina said that it had only been on for four days and it wouldn’t be over for a month.

The summer days went by. Everyday, Richard would leave to work, pray for death, and come home. On Sundays he went to church with Nana. Nina would sulk on the couch watching repeats between tennis and The World Cup. She would remark how she wished she was dead and hated children so much that she aimed to sell it to some barren woman. By now her tan was rich and dark.

Richard spent most of his time whenever possible at his office at work. He started to long for companionship with his secretary Lisa, and almost told her what was going on, but stopped short. He thought he would rather be in jail than with Nina’s family.

July 2. Nina’s birthday. After work Richard walked to a shoe store. He bought the most expensive pair they had, a pair of Christian Louboutin’s in size six and a half. Nina was so grateful for the shoes and said she loved them. Absolutely loved them. She went to kiss him, but Serge saw her, and she stopped all together. Nina crept into Richard’s office at night. He was curled up in a makeshift bed on the floor. She woke him up, kissed him, then left.

The next evening Nina walked around the pool in her shoes and in her bikini. She loved watching the reflection of the crimson heels in the glass and in the water as she strutted. The boys were watching football. She could see Richard peer out of the little bunker window above. She smiled. She continued practicing walking. She could hear Serge and Alex yell at the TV. Their voices grew louder and louder with each play until the final goal was scored. She excitedly turned quickly toward them. Serge and Alex shot up, screamed, hugged, jumped up and down. They came out, and she ran toward them. She didn’t notice the dog mess (which the backyard was full of since no one but Richard would clean it up), she slipped along the pool, broke a heel and badly fell to the ground. She broke her ankle and that night had a miscarriage.

Secretly both Nina and Richard were deeply relieved, although Nina was appalled that she wrecked her shoes.

The next day, Nana died. There was a funeral, and Serge and Alex left for good.

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Nina and The Fool / 10 / She laughed at Richard, cruelly

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With only Nina and Richard in the house now, the sexual games began again. Nina’s foot was in a cast and she resented that she couldn’t find a modeling gig now, couldn’t dance or do anything really, and was getting completely bored of Richard. She mused how she would burn the house down.

Then she came up with a new game: Richard was to be locked in the closet, and only if he was a good boy would he be allowed to have sex with her. It was in this way that Nina had most of the house to herself. If Richard was good, he would be able to come to bed and have his way with her, if he wasn’t he would sleep in the walk-in closet. Richard would sit in front of the closet door in his underwear for hours peering out of a small slit.

Richard would wait all day at work to go back to his closet.

A glimpse of Nina would be all he would need. When he came out, to go to work or use the washroom, she would yell at him, “Bad Richard, Bad!” or the more demeaning form of “Bad Architect, Bad!” when she hated him for designing this monstrosity. She would hit him with her crutches. She started to hate him and would tell him so.

One night after sex, he woke up in the middle of the night (at the bottom of the closet) to the sound of electronic chattering. He peered out the little window and a police cruiser was parked in front of the house, it’s interior lights on. Two police officers were writing something down, and then the interior light went out, and the police cruiser drove off. Nina phoned Richard at work one day and said she had a surprise for Richard, she was getting her cast off and wanted to celebrate.

Richard came home and there was a note from Nina on the door. It said that Richard was to come out of the closet under no circumstance, and he’d be given a “treat.” He waited and waited in the closet. An hour or longer passed (Richard was naked and not wearing a watch). He could hear Nina enter the room and she said, “Just wait a minute and close your eyes.”

Richard’s excitement grew.

Richard saw that Nina was dressed in a sexy black negligée. Nina giggled. “You can open your eyes now, Chad,” she said. Richard was confused. “Richard,” he said. Then some strange young man entered into his vision. He looked like her was a model / hockey player. Chad began to kiss Nina. Richard squirmed. Then Chad and Nina undressed each other.

Nina began to have sex with Chad on the bed. It started slow at first with Chad in a missionary position on top of Nina. She moaned softly until Chad pumped hard into her. They changed their position, with Nina facing the bed. Chad mounted her from behind. Nina made eye contact with Richard through the slit in the closet. She began to scream out Chad’s name with mock orgasmic delight. This infuriated Richard. He burst out of the closet, naked, and scared the hell out of Chad, who ran out of the house, very quickly, and without his clothes.

Nina covered herself. “I told you not to come out of the closet,” she said. Then she laughed at Richard, cruelly, for the first time.

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